shazlin's blooooog

2008-08-15T03:57:00.004+08:00

620th post.

This may be my last.

After almost 4 years here, I need something new, I need something different, I need change, I need you.

Find me.

sound check

2008-08-15T00:40:00.003+08:00

Time check: It's 12.41am on a Friday morning.

My tummy is growling and I can't get to sleep.

We kind of decided on three songs to play for the upcoming session 2 weeks from now.

Shake It - Metro Station

Hanging By A Moment - Lifehouse

Chicago Is So Two Years Ago - Fall Out Boy

I may have mentioned it a few times but I am seriously cut out for songs on a lower register so, we're changing focus.

I think we may be exploring into different types of rock, trying out different types of sounds. Trying to find out who we really are and what kind of songs we're suited to play, I guess.

We're working on originals but we can't pull anything together until all of us get together to come up with all the parts. Faz just sent me a really good demo track he made only today and I'm working on the lyrics to go along with it. I've got an intro and I'm still working on the rest of the song.

I miss jamming, I really do. I'm probably gonna go crazy once I get into the studio and jump around the room with the microphone. Ian Watkins and Adam Lazzara have l33t mic swingin' skills, man. Reminder: Wear pants!

I'm probably gonna quit drums soon and I'm still sitting on the fence on whether I should pick up the guitar or the keyboard.

We should set up a MySpace soon. At least we've got publicity material the next time we perform.

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I've got a shopping date with the girls later at 11am at Cine and we're heading down to Bugis Street afterwards. We're probably gonna join the guys at New York New York or Swensens after their job interviews in the evening for dinner.

PACC test on Wednesday and I'm probably gonna study for it after Saturday.

Time check: 2.15am

I've been stoning and it's getting hotter in here. I can't get to sleep.

I think I might change my blogskin soon.

you're the best definition of good intentions

2008-08-13T20:22:00.003+08:00

The Dynamo Of Volition - Jason Mraz

I'm officially flying off from Singapore to San Fran in 24 days!

I am quite bored, honestly. I need to think of something to do tomorrow. :/ I may want to study.

I wanna jam soon but we've gotta wait till early Sept before the new line-up comes together to play for the first time. We've got a new bassist and keyboardist and I may want to change the song list so we could play a wider range of genre.

I'm gonna head down to Central this Saturday to catch Faz's gig and some of us are probably gonna head down to Settler's afterwards!

I'm not gonna blog until I get something good to write about. :o

2008-08-12T15:47:00.011+08:00

Good morning people! I just woke up alalalalal, lol.

It's 4.10pm and French test in one and a half hours. Thou shall learn as much words as possible.

ITAB is going well. Chiong tomorrow, hahaha!

Wynee just dropped my phone, oh mon dieu! D:

EC was alright, me and Celine were almost late! Haha. Yong Tau Foo for breakfast before heading back to her place to study with Wynee, Si Hui and Matthew. Chung Puo says I look like a minah whywhywhywhywhy omglmaomgroflolbbq.

Celine's bananas are very small. :D

My hairrrrrrrrrr!

I am starting to believe.

2008-08-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO I AM HERE IN CELINE'S ROOM USING HER COMPUTERRRRRRR AND SHE IS BRUSHING HER SMELLY, YET SOMEHOW STRAIGHT AND PEARLY WHITE TEETH NOW AHAHAHA.

Okay, random!

After Sha picked me up at my place, we went over to TM to get my feather earrings so I could look more punk yo. Haha! We then had our lunch at Kopitiam before heading down to Changi Airport to mug (?) French. Bryan, Sher and Faris joined us to study (which came to about only 20% of the time spent with the other 80% spent gossiping and crapping), somehow we ended up at Delifrance and went home at about 6pm.

The two of us trained down to Dover to meet Celine and Gavin, who were studying at SB. It was, let's say, an eventful dinner we had at Thai Express. :o

OK CELINE SCOLDING ME ALREADY D: IT IS LATE (12.10AM) AND WE HAVE EC TOMORROW, WAIT, I MEAN TODAY. haahahaha, will update tomorrow!

I want to AA with my hair please.

i may look like a guy :D

2008-08-10T22:44:00.005+08:00

Gooooooood Sunday evening people. I am stoning now and I've been stoning for the whole day zomg.

Fantastic National Day. Buffet at Azur over at Crowne Plaza at Changi Airport was the sexxx. Ridiculously good lunch served and I went crazy over the desserts, Häagen-Dazs ice-cream selection, champagne jell-o shots and vanilla panna cotta, with real vanilla beanssssssss my favourite (I am picky yo)!

Mo dropped me off at Tampines to snipsnipsnip my hair off. I have short hair now lalalalala, I look like a lion. Me and my homie were planning to go National Library to catch fireworksssssss but it was closed hooraylolwtfbbq. We chilled over at TCC at who-knows-where till late. Alcohol was present in minimal amounts, sadly. D: Company was great, baby.

French at the airport tomorrow with crazy people before heading down to Celine's place for a 3D2N stayover. EC and French tests on Tuesday, US briefing and ITAB on Wednesday.

I am betting with my sister on who'll win today in the Olympics basketball prelims. I'm all in for US while she's up for China. We're leading 53 to 39! 5 dollarsssssssss is mine. :D

Half blonde, half red!

Happy food.

Before the haircut, yesterday!

Taken 2 weeks ago, from Danial's blog! Waiting for F1's interview!

I shall show you how I look like currently, tomorrow. Shall take multiple photos with the crazy French people. I am lazyyyyyyyyyy to take a photo of myself now, haha!

a day in the life of a carrot

2008-08-08T12:44:00.005+08:00

Yes SJ, you may add them to your website! Gracias, mon ami! (:

I look like a carrot zomg. I tried bleaaaaaaching my hair but it came out like this. Someone's (hehe) gonna help me bleach it again today after school, hopefully, this time it'll be successful.

I hope my grandmo doesn't faint when she sees me later at night lololloloolo. WEAR TUDUNG ahahahahahahahaha.

I think I look a tad ahbengzxzxz because there wasn't enough bleach yesterday lolwtfbbqzomg and I am going to be a (hopefully, not dumb) blonde tonight. Bright red by midnight, baby. Patriotic much!

Okay, MOB test up later. Thou shall remember all 9 chapters by 5pm today.

ECONs tutorial has just ended. Sigh, time to face the music in about 4 hours. :/

Seeeeeee you soon people.

I am rocking this, man. I look like a fcking traffic light that's on amber. :o

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY. :D

chances

2008-08-06T10:22:00.003+08:00

Someone thinks I am really cool. Thank you ah, haha.

And yes, I know I took fcking awesome pictures. All you need are steady hands and good timing, baby. I still can't get over how good they turned out lalalalalalala and I still have SINGFEST feverrrrrrrrr.

We are here in BizLib2 yet again and I am staring at the same computer as I had done so yesterday for a few hours playing JigSawDoku. :D

I have aches all over my body. Mo says it's because of the moshing I did at SINGFEST. My voice is as funky as a monkey and I am loving it!

I have to get to studying for MOB's big final test on Friday.

The girls are also probably gonna stay over next week to study and do... shit. Haha! Study week, man. ECONS AND PACC MUST GET A OKEH.

I can't stop listening to Lostprophets and I can't get over the fact that Ian Watkins is 31 yees ool zomgwtfbbq. He is just too sexy.

Do I want to fall in love again?

But we sing
If we're going nowhere
Yeah we sing
If it's not enough
And we sing
Sing without a reason
To ever fall in love

2008-08-05T01:19:00.003+08:00

SINGFEST was so darn fcking good.

I got great photos and even greater videos. Oh gosh, it was worth every dollar spent. I made countless friends, some of whom I didn't even catch their names. I got great merch, wore my SINGFEST tee today (got staressssssss whoooooo!) and realised Hafidz also went on the Sunday on behalf of Oops! and went to a press conference with PATD! All from me noticing him wearing the Simple Plan t-shirt along FC6 that was sold only in the venue itself!

Panic's bassist talked to me while he was on stage, fckfckfckfckfck and I lied when I said I thought their MTV Asia Awards performance the night before was fcking good because in actual fact, I was at Fort Canning Park lying on the booze covered ground with Shaiful listening to ol' school Simple Plan after 8 hours of full moshing beforehand.

We managed to get to the centre, 2 people away from the barricades, on Saturday. You don't know how fcking close it was to the stage because I got GOOD PICTURES, NO? Sunday was the best, right up front against the barricade in the first line baby, although towards the right, was the ultimate position.

I have so much to say for the bands, but all I have to say is that they fcking rock live.

And yes Cassandra, you can have my photos but please credit me! :D

I took gazzzzzzzilionssssss of photos but only posted the good ones. I took it with my un-pro Samsung digital camera but I am really happy with how good the pictures came out! Videos are greeeeeeeat too and I'm gonna upload it onto YouTube soon.

Did you see the picture with Brendon Urie looking straght into the camera?!

I need more sleep. Goodnight people, I am going to do my homework tomorrow. :D

Should I do it? Maybe, maybe.

2008-08-05T00:13:00.023+08:00

SUNDAY

3 August 2008

Stage 2 Line-Up

Stacie Orrico

Jamie Scott and The Town

OneRepublic

Panic At The Disco

Jason Mraz

Rick Astley

The Pussycat Dolls

Alicia Keys

BEFORE

Stacie Orrico

Jamie Scott and The Town

OneRepublic

Panic At The Disco

Jason Mraz

Rick Astley

The Pussycat Dolls

AFTER

2008-08-04T12:59:00.027+08:00

SATURDAY

2 August 2008

Stage 1 Line-Up
Dearest
Crowned King
Melanie Subono
New Found Glory
Melee
Lostprophets
Simple Plan
Travis

BEFORE

Dearest

Crowned King

Melanie Subono

New Found Glory

Melee

Lostprophets

Simple Plan

AFTER

2008-08-01T09:11:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE DAY AND TWO MORE HOURS TO

SINGFEST!

YOU DON'T KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM ZOMGZOMGZOMGZOMG. :o

I'm going with about ten or more people I've gathered from the forum to bulldoze our way through the crowd. :D

I also plan to wear a tank top, shorts and good shoes. Get ready the artillery later tonight for tomorrow's battle. Plus, do STATS homework because I won't be able to do it after coming home late on Sunday. See, I still do my homework. (:

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Friendships have been tested these past few days. I've found out who my real friends are, through and through. The people who have stood by my side no matter I have done and don't discriminate me.

Friends, whom I actually trust, have been toying around with the secrets of my private life and do it as if I were invisible and well, life isn't perfect. I've also come to realize that people aren't as open-minded and had that little integrity in them. Apparently, they have yet to see the dark side of the world and see that it's all part and parcel of life itself.

I'm not saying it was your fault
Although you could have done more
Oh you're so naive yet so

2008-07-31T08:37:00.002+08:00

I've just had the weirdest dream ever.

See can't make it on Friday because he is stuck in bed, you lazy bum. ): The four of us are still going to watch The Mummy today at CathayCine! :D

School's from 11am to 4pm, I love the timing, man.

I couldn't really learn how to play the guitar with the help of my long nails, ack. Next time, okay, next time. Sha waited for me for four hours while I went for the F1 interview, I really do owe him a big one. Treat you to more ice kachang next time okeh. :o

I've finally got friends to go to SINGFEST with on both days, including Bryan! I am going to fcking mosh like crazy because I didn't make it through to the finals of Talentime. :o I've still got my pride, don't worry. There is always a next time, baby.

I've gotta go people, 2 days and 3 hours till the doors to SINGFEST are gonna be opennnnnn!

2008-07-30T10:47:00.002+08:00

Greetings from SB's BizIT Lab 2. We are stuck here till 11am, which then will be our MOB lecture.

The audition on Monday was shit. Same exact thing happened as when we played at Cafe Del Mar. It's okay, I enjoyed performing on stage. Practice is good, practice is good. :o

I am meant to sing songs that are sung by guys because I have a lower tone in my voice oh noooooooooooooooo. LOL.

Learning how to play the guitar from Sha today lalalalalalala (Shake It!) and afterwards, mass briefing for the F1 race at 3pm. Yes, we are racing lol. I also have the US briefing at 3pm, but Celine's going in my place. I lava you.

Plus, we think we got ourselves a bassist for the band and he's rather cute! I'll have to see for myself when we have our practice next Wednesday. :D

Anyway, MOB presentation yesterday went well. The effort paid off!

After school tomorrow, me and the girls are probably going to catch The Mummy. Me and See are set to watch The Dark Knight on friday evening, cliche much! Hahaha, it's okay. It's the people that matter. ^^V

Okay, Wynee reminds me that it is already 11am. Goooooodebai people, till next time. Now, MANAGING CHANGE ZOMG.

something to live for

2008-07-27T19:08:00.005+08:00

Word of the past has finally caught up with me. Now, I know everything. Now, I know how naive my actions seem to be.

I do not regret, I must learn.

I need to learn to not trust people so easily. I need to learn how not to wear my heart on my sleeve.

At first, a feeling of embarrassment overcomes. It is then followed by a feeling of sadness and thereafter, anger. It finally ends with a feeling of stupidity, naivety and denial.

Today has not been a good day for me.

Vincent is going to officially leave the band on Wednesday's practice.

I've learnt why I was so out of place back then.

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I am not in the mood right now.

I have a project and presentation due on Tuesday. I'm performing in the Talentime preliminaries tomorrow. I don't even know whether I have the mood to practice with the band on Wednesday.

All I know is that I can throw away my life in the past and almost everyone in it out of the window.

I have been starting afresh, I've still got to move on. I've got so many more things to get over.

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I need something or someone to pull me out of this. I need to live for something.

Problem is, I don't know what or who that is.

Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again
Your friends are telling you, you gotta move on
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again

Second Chance by Faber Drive

2008-07-26T23:58:00.004+08:00

I forgot to add, this song has a fcking good melody, especially in its chorus.

Please ignore cheesy picture slideshow and listen to the freaking catchy chorus!

And overdue BBQ pictures!

Celinemeowmeow!

I guess he took over?

Seaweeeeeeeed, okay, Si hui!

Mr. Old School.

Up Against The Wall.

Hehe, Mr. Old School's infamous ass crackkkkkkkk. Don't you just love me, CP?

Orhgeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

The aftermath. Daryl is certainly looking happy.

Piss!

Vincent looks happy.

Not.

Ah yes, smashing the cake onto the birthday boy.

Look at GL and at the guy onscreen! LOL.

WHUT.

BFFs HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Good night people. Jogging in the morning, drums till noon and practice, practice, practice till dusk!

Why I Like Guys With Long Hair

2008-07-26T23:07:00.004+08:00

I've been gushing about SH's friend who is ridiculously cute, I literally turn red whenever he's in sight.

I'm missing Calvin's hair, his oh so smooth, long hair.

I'm still thinking about the guy whom I saw on the train with Bryan (and luckily enough, got to sit with him during the fcking long train delay) and his ridiculously good set of locks.

Boys, please don't cut your hair.

Long haaaaaaaaair

on (the right) guys are fcking sexy.

Sigh.

Videoooooooo up!

We might possibly record an actual song tomorrow when we practice for Talentime lol.

If I miraculously get through to the finals, I might not even be able to sing because I am going to rock the hell outta SINGFEST the day before the competition, baby.

Too many things happened today but someone spotted me and got me all worked up! :D

I'm taking up Basic Music Theory, Songwriting and Archery for SPDP! ^^V

I must be crazy

2008-07-24T01:05:00.004+08:00

I am fcking tired. Ugh.

Recorded an intro, no songs because I found out I cannot sing for nuts today. :/ It's still uploading, so expect me to post it soon. (:

My eyes are crazy dry, man. Sigh.

After class, we went to finish up on our MOB report and at about an hour later, I met up with Sha at Moberly, who was hanging with Faz and omgIstilldontknowhisname Sardine. LOL.

Recorded songs and we found out how bad I was llolololololol, I need to improve on opening up my voice because prelims are on Monday at about 12+pm at SB Foyer! I'm doing Michelle Branch's Breathe! :o

When I was walking to T16 thinking I could wait for See, I bumped into Ryan and Leroy. We went to look for Alex at SPSU and went to makanmakan, chicken rice and mango milkshake. Headed down to T16 afterwards and saw Euvin there haha, I couldn't recognise him so he went up to me and said hi lol.

See came, we went off to Bugis to eat waffles at Shokudo, slept at NLB (my second home omgosh), went to buy my dress, walked to Sunshine Plaza to look for Art Friend (and found it wasn't there anymore), walked to Plaza Singapura to get styrofoam from Spotlight and waited for almost 45 mins for a cab ride home. It was really good. (:

And to you, it feels like you're avoiding me. It just feels that way. You're leaving me doubtful of what I've done. Is next week going to be the same? Can we look at each other in the same light again? I want to. I really do.

I must be crazy.

Tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow is another day.

this is how you remind me of what I really am

2008-07-22T22:05:00.005+08:00

I shouldn't get my heart into the game I'm playing. I can't wear my heart on my sleeve like I did before, it's too dangerous.

I don't feel like myself lately too.

I'm throwing myself into the past because I'm afraid of the future. I hope it feels the same.

I had a really good talk with Sha last night. I miss the times I spent talking to him over the phone about, just, stuff.

Subsequently, I fell asleep after I talked to him till 1am this morning which was zomgwtfbbqlolmao and after what happened in class, I really didn't feel like talking much today.

We took some really silly pictures before ECONs lecture today though. Sylvia's scary! :o

Tomorrow is going to be better. (:

PACC tutorial (which CP says is CRAZY SHIT) and thereafter, MOB lecture. Recording tomorrow! I am crossing my fingers that we can find a place without too much background noise.

After Sha goes for his DB training, I'm meeting up with See after his presentation to head down to Bugis to buy that black and white dress. Which I shall wear on Thursday. I wanna get my prata sausage at Bugis Street! :D

I think I'm heading down to the unholy gym on Thursday morning. I have to start working out else the fats catch up with me.

I got into the Talentime prelims lalalalala I'm thinking of bringing Sha in again hahaomglol to play on the strings because it's a lot more raw as compared to a minus one track. Problem is, I have no idea what to sing next. :o

I had an impromptu audition over at SP Guitarists for their concert coming up in November yesterday after PACC and rushed down to T15 where I saw Sock Yong and Li Yun chilling with their friends.

After being asked to sit in the middle of the room with about 15 guitar players behind me, everyone kept quiet and suddenly 20 pairs of eyes were staring down on me. My voice was shaky omg because everyone was listening! Guess which song I did! Hahahahahahaha. :o

I realize that after every audition that I go to, I feel less and less shaky whenever I sing. Which is good. More auditions please, I love to perform! Which reminds me that I need to take care of my voice more. :D

Faz's performance on Sat is moved to an earlier time so I can't get to see him perform, ack! I am hoping we three can get dinner together afterwards in the west side, yo. ^^V

Shi Hng sms-ed me asking for another jamming session! After planning the last one, I left it up to him to plan. Haha, so he's just gonna holla back when he gets to planning when we're meeting up again!

I'VE GOT MY SINGFEST TICKETS. HAVE YOU GOTTEN YOURS? :D

2008-07-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

Hello Mr. Ryan, this post is dedicated to you and your shakkkkkkky pet rabbit. Haha!

You guys better behave yourselves tonight. The bed is too soft. :o

I own you, lol.

2008-07-19T23:57:00.006+08:00

THIS IS MY 600TH POST. :D

It's a little after 1am on a Saturday night and I just sent the guys the songlist to what we're gonna jam to on the 30th July. I just hope the sms doesn't wake them up, lol.

Blue and Yellow by The Used
How You Remind Me by Nickleback
Make Damn Sure by Taking Back Sunday
Way Away by Yellowcard
Shake It by Metro Station

Good ol' catchy rock songs, man. Which I will never get tired of listening to.

I miss jamming with the guys, sigh, but we will be quite busy this week so we'll only be able to meet up on the 30th. :/ It will be a fruitful 2 hours!

I'm doing an acoustic set with Sha this Friday, baby. I think we're gonna try and do our usual Paramore, Fall Out Boy stuff and we'll see where that takes off. We're planning to post our videos on YouTube, so look out for us! :D

Of course, this will be the first place that I'll post the video up. Haha!

Youth Entrepreneurship Forum today, good experience, good food and great people! Danial, Chrispher and Candy followed me to get fish&chips for lunch at Bugis Junction. Candy left afterwards and the two followed me to NLB to meet up with Wynee, Celine and Si Hui to do our IDEA project.

After pondering about the project, (and people getting mistaken for being Taiwanese, Hong Kongers, Malaysians lolololol) we came up with stuff and left at about 5pm. Mr. *Attention Seeking Danial Cheng followed me to TCC to chill and Christopher iloveLohpez came to join us. Danial has CHAOS tagging behind him everywhere he goes. :o

Danial left to meet up with his secondary school friends and me and Chris went to walk around Bugis. Oh my gosh, duck rice very sinful. :/

Caught a glimpse of the fireworks, which we caught at an amazing view of from NLB and it was really good! Next week, as promised! :D

We talked about tons of stuff and gasp! we are stuck. :/ Zul came to pick up Chris' camera and he fetched me back home (because we are east-siders, yo). We drove along Little India and remembered when Chris knocked someone with the mirror! Okay, I'm sorry, I just had to say that Chrissssssss. Piss, ^^V.

I have no idea if I'm meeting up with Calvin to study at 9am at LJS? I'm still gong down to study for ECONs and after drum class, I gotta head down to do IDEAs, AGAIN. So, probably after finishing the project, I'll be studying with the girls for ECONsssssssssssss.

I AM GOING TO THE GYM ZOMGGGGGGGG. I AM FCKING GAINING WEIGHT.

2008-07-17T08:55:00.006+08:00

Timing for Thursday's lessons have been shifted from 1pm-6pm to 11am-4pm. Phew, at least I can get home early on Thursday.

I've got more photos on Saturday (hooray, for the five of us!) so I hope you could bear with more photos for a little while?

I've edited some photos!

These photos were taken right after the performance, by the way!

Courtesy of Danial Cheng!

From Marcusssssssssssss omgdamnunglamsianexttimetakenicerpicture.

I am now in MOB tutorial, it is fcking cold and Chung Puo is wearing his Barbie is a bitch tee again which is fcking cute. I am wearing heels today zomg it was tiring as hell when I was walking up the overhead bridge when I was walking to Simei. :o

I am hunggggggggry and hence, I am feeling grumpy. I feel like skipping PACC lecture at 1pm to eateateateat.

Youth Entrepreneurship Forum this Saturday morning at Ngee Ann Poly and IDEA project afterwards in the afternoon. We're going to continue with the IDEA project on Sunday after drum classsssssssss.

Cam-whored 5 minutes ago!

Me and Wynee are hungry + angry = HANGRY. D:

2008-07-16T20:47:00.007+08:00

Nobody in class could balance the Balance Sheet in the PACC test we had on Monday. HAHA.

I've been talking to Sha recently and I have learnt a lot of things. Which included the news of two people who were once close to me hooking up and all I can say is, wtfwtfwtfwtf. I don't want to say anything bad, but it is unexpected maaaaaaaaan. They might be fcking this moment right now ohgoshhhhhhhh. Which, when I come to think of it, is certainly disturbing. :o

He also told me Faz loves the pictures we took from last Saturday's gig. It's all over his Friendster profile and computer!

Especially, this one! We both have it on our laptop wallpapers lolollolololoollo.

Auditions for SB's Talentime just now at about 3pm went quite well. I did Here We Go Again with Sha on the guitar, acoustic baby! He was kinda blown off afterwards because we didn't finish the song, we only managed to do the first verse and chorus haha! We hung out at the other side of Dover and I got myself a fcking sweet honey milk tea from the new bubble tea store at the station!

I am feeling quite musical nowadays, (omg is that even a term that I should be using?). Maybe it's the high I'm still feeling after Saturday. :o

Someone is getting their car today ahem*!

I need to feel whole, somehow. We're all alone but we've got each other, baby.

We get off on loneliness, oh don't you see.

2008-07-14T13:42:00.005+08:00

REVERB

2008-07-14T09:32:00.004+08:00

DKNY (acoustic) @ Timbre - West Grand Boulevard

You're everything awhoa-oh oh
So come on, we'll say
We're everything awhoa-oh oh
And all that I want is I want to
I wanna be a part of everything you're giving to me
A funny little kinda feeling and I hope that you see
That I'll do anything so you're never feeling down

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It didn't matter that I forgot the first verse of Here We Go Again and sang the second verse twice, lol.

It didn't matter that we didn't win anything.

It didn't matter if everyone forgot a part somewhere in the song.

What matters is that fucking hot Bryan from wtfbbqroflmaomg West Grand Boulevard told me I did a good job after we came down from the stage.

What matters is that people were moshing on the amps when we were playing the chorus of Sugar, We're Going Down.

What matters is that the whole band enjoyed ourselves thoroughly with all the great performances by WGB and DS (who are seriously good, check them out at MySpace).

What matters is that our one-week old band was playing at Sentosa's Cafe Del Mar. We're all year1, mind you! :D

What matters is that we have great band photos that I'm gonna print today and give the rest of the band tomorrow (Thank you very much Christopher! :D)

We are happy.

Watch out for us! Reverb is just starting!

Your smile keeps me up for days!

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We played Sugar, We're Going Down, First Date, Born For This and Misery Business for drum class yesterday, revised the fill-ins. First Date is fcking fun to play, except for the fill-ins if you slow the song to about 3/4 of the original speed, I might be able to play all of them fill-ins LOL.

I caught up with Sharir yesterday, felt really good to just talk about stuff I never had a chance to talk about with him in the past. We hung out with Calvin and Alex after drum class over at The Cathay and NLB.

I got tau pok-ed by the three guys in public zomg. Lucky Calvin supported some of the weight, else Mr. Alex (76kg) Ong would've killed me, with Sharir's help lol.

Practiced for auditions (which has been postponed to this Wednesday and I'm making the other Sha miss his Muay Thai! I'm having guilties :o) and hohohoho, chocolate fondue, tears and singing till 11.30pm man.

I honestly have not studied for PACC. :o

Me and Vincent are going crazycrazy over West Grand Boulevard's DKNY. Listen to it! :D

2008-07-10T17:13:00.003+08:00

WE GOT IN OH MY GOSH WE GOT IN.

CATCH US THIS Saturday AT Café Del Mar AT 4pm ONWARDS AT THE BAND FINALS! :D:D:D:D:D

OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH.

WE MADE IT!

Finalssssssssssssss. ahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha

2008-07-09T22:07:00.002+08:00

We did good. We did good. We pulled it off.

Unfortunately, results are only going to be released tomorrow at 5pm. It is seriously nail-biting! MOB will be the longest lesson ever.

After our audition, I really didn't feel like eating. Me and Vince couldn't eat because we were too high after the whole thing, man.

It really felt orgasmic after we finished our song, the best we've ever done since Day 1.

Keep up the good work guys, I'm proud of us. (:

2008-07-09T13:13:00.005+08:00

I have yet to write a solemn post in a long (?) time.

I have the nerves. :/

Everyone's saying we'll get through and I really do hope so. I feel as if it's the millionth time I'm saying this but so many things are riding on this!

Ne-Yo's Closer is a really good song. I'm still gonna put Metro Station's Control up because it is taking me over. I wanna perform it! :o

Come to think of it, this audition isn't going to be the last one if we don't get through. We still have a future of more auditions and hopefully, more gigs to come!

I am moving on with life. School's fun. I'm scoring As and Bs (with the exception of one D, which made me really sad zomg). I've never topped anything, so for me to top ECONS and PACC in class is a good feeling. A good, warm and fuzzy feeling in the tummy.

I am scrimping on stuff now, my fingers are itchy to buy so many things but I've gotta save up for SINGFEST and the US trip. It kinda sucks, but hey, it would be all worth it.

What are we?

Auditions for SB Talentime are on next Tuesday in the evening. I'll call the whole French class to come down to support me, haha!

I've got homework due tomorrow, but it's fun to do. (:

I need something to soothe my throat and I also need to get ready soon. I'm stuck alone in the BizLab2 in the library and what am I supposed to do for the next hour and a half! :oooooo

Bambambam. I shall randomly surf the net, read random stuff and ahhhhhh, forget it, I am going to do my homework now.

OKAY NOW I'M EXCITED I JUST WANT TO PERFORM.

We're playing Sugar, We're Going Down by Fall Out Boy today, baby. I hope it'll be good.

2008-07-09T05:58:00.004+08:00

Too much has happened in the past few days that I have been too busy, if not, too tired to blog. Late nights are a norm to me now.

Yesterday's session was horrible, I mean the guys played great but I had to have a fcking sore throat.

Auditions for the band competition today, I am scared. Not nervous, not excited but scared. With my voice in this condition, the only thing I can do is not talk, drink tons of honey water and practice the song in my head.

Results probably out by tomorrow. It will be a long wait till then.

Wish me luck people, I reallyreallyreallyreallyreally wanna play at Cafe Del Mar.

It's 6.04am on a Wednesday morning and I've got to bathe.

2008-07-06T09:33:00.003+08:00

I'm sitting in my PeeJay's and I'm supposed to be getting ready for drum class but I'm blogging. :D

We have yet to come up with a band name. :o

Jamming at some studio in Tampines after class later baby, I hope it's good at 16 bucks! If the guys are hungry after that, I'll show them the east side yo. ^^V

IKEA yesterday with X and I saw Mr. K. Kwan and Mr. Aw over at the kids section! Yes, at the same time, thank you very much. Cool!

I'm facing the wrath of the chocolate mousse (which in the cup looked like something out of 2g1c, anyway!), (one!) chicken wing, hot dog and curry puff I had for dinner yesterday. I feel fat AND have a sore throat. D:

See you people later, I need to bathe NOW.

P.S. Someone lost his hat when he was being driven around in a convertible whilst taking photos (:o). If you find a black hat lying somewhere near the Siemens building along whoknowswhatexpressway (okI'mbadwithroadsLOL), please contact me ASAP.

P.P.S. Okay, I don't think it's funny. Inside joke but Chris you are a jokerrrrrrrrrrrr.

2008-07-05T08:38:00.006+08:00

Hello everybody! :D

The session yesterday didn't go too well, I had a sore throat and for half of the time I was out of tune wtfbbqroflmaomgttylbrbftw. :/ Another session tomorrow at FourTones, I hope it'll be good. :o

Finalists get to perform two songs man, how shit cool is that.

I got to say hello to a sports convertible outside of the whole SB foyer. That is cool. HAHA, I am so n00b but fck, bending over a convertible talking to your friends inside is cool as it can get for me.

These are delayed photos from tuesday! The back row people from French, yo. The teacher got fed up with us and decided to teach the front part of the class after he decided teaching us was useless lol. :D

ITAB!

I was trying to pull Celine into the picture but it was too late, lol.

PATRICIAAAAAAA hahaha, your face is classic on the second shot.

I is spastic on zee last frame please.

Faris is THAT crazy and Celine is so random!

I didn't realise they were still taking photos. ^^V

Emo!

This is what I call French class, man.

2008-07-03T20:46:00.008+08:00

I am going to be shit busy for these few days but it's all good. We're jamming tomorrow, Sunday and Tuesday. We're inviting people to listen to us tomorrow to know how we sound like. Practice, practice, practice!

Gosh, I love the rush you get when you perform the song from start to finish. :o

Pictures from days before. I am lazy to update now so I'll let the pictures do the talking.

2008-07-03T09:10:00.002+08:00

I still can't get over it.

Over the fact that we are auditioning for the band competition next wednesday and we aren't a formal band yet. We just got our bassist yesterday (someone familiar, btw)! :o

Finalists will be playing at the hook'd! party at Cafe Del Mar on 12th July.

We are playing Paramore, Fall Out Boy and Switchfoot but we have yet to decide on what to do for the auditions. Plus, we sound good only sound good on one song. We are going to practice like never before.

This is so fcking cool.

Watch out for how it turns out here!

P.S. I am going shopping if we get through. :D

2008-06-30T10:42:00.026+08:00

It's been a long time yo! :D

I've had a good time in and out of school during the past 3 days!

Friday, 27th June 2008

After stats on friday, about half of the class (and some other halves) went down to Sentosa to play/eat/tan. Some went back early and some went to eat at Vivocity whilst me, Vincent, Christopher, Si Hui, Celine and Matthew went to cycle. I cycled! :o On a tandem bike lololol is it technically counted as me cycling?

The six of us went to Vivocity at about 6+pm to grab dinner at LJS. Christopher left and the 5 of us had an intense talking session about stuff at the top deck. After Celine went off after 9, we went down to Starbucks to get yes, coffee. Coffee frap as per normal for me :D, and we went down with drinks in hand to the same area to talk till 11pm.

Saturday, 28th June 2008

Airport training! I was late for about 5 minutes and it was quite embarrassing. :o

The STAR orientation was real fun and I led Hot & Spicy! The break was fcking fun with some of us getting a kick out of depriving the people who came later from lunch into the Auditorium by "performing" for them.

Camwhored more with Chrispher, Danial and Shermaine after the training! I took a train down to Bugis with Chris and Danial, met another Chris and the four of us walked around Bugis Street before the former went off to party the Saturday night away, leaving the two of us. I did my mani (with nail art, mind you) for 13bucks! I'll be stopping by the place again this week with Celinemeowmeow! :D

Sunday, 29th June 2008

Breakfast at Carl's Jr. with Calvin and Alex! The newly renovated Yamaha School looks ridiculously good, maybe that's why there wasn't any classes last week. We played "What I've Done" by Linkin Park and "Sugar, We're Going Down" by FOB yesssswtfIamluckyhahahaha!

The fill-ins for Sugar were crazy hard and I, erm, stoned when it came to the part lol. Calvin's arms cramped whenever he reached the crash and ride because of his impromptu dragonboat training on tuesday/thursday, you think you very power is ittttttttttttt.

Caught up with Chris and Cynthia at DG NEL line before going to Sentosa (yes, again). Cynthia had an assignment and we took many, many photooooos. It was ridiculously hot and we were lucky to catch a topless lady. :D

I came back at about 6pm and after dinner, crashed onto bed at 8pm to only fall asleep till this morning!

Now, I'm stuck here during my 3 hour break, blogging and uploading pictures onto Photobucket! Some of the pictures are of a much higher resolution, but the effects are nice!

I'm probably gonna post up the Sentosa pictures first because it's uploading at a fcking slow speeeeeeeed zomg. So people, for Saturday's and Sunday's pictures, please check back later today or tomorrow! :D

2008-06-26T18:43:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh, someone actually thinks I've become less exciting when I entered poly! :o

ME AND CELINE ARE GOING TO US OF A THIS SEPTEMBERRRRRRRRRR.

We are currently not taking order till further notice.

UNITED STATES OF AMEREEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKAAAAAAA omg. I'm just super ridiculously excited, excuse me.

Apparently, Daryl introduced me to Metro Station's Shake It not long ago but I wasn't paying attention. :|

And yes, it gets into your head like a virus!

CYA training this saturday, which means I can't go to Primers Food Junction! D: It's okay, I am still putting CYA as first priority and yaaaaaaaaaaay gonna spend a great time with the rest, right Danial looooooooool I am not going to dress up like an air stewardess! :D

The class is going for a Sentosa outing tomorrow after Stats paper! Fun at the beach, baby. We're probably gonna have a picnic, but I have a feeling we'll just buy stuff from FC6 and bring it over to the beach? LOL.

I had lunch today with Chrissssssssstopher (Loh) at Buona Vista! The same place we walked at 4am during Primers camp to have breakfast (and thankfully, one stall was still open at that time). Okay, I know too many Christophers and people keep mixing them up whenever I talk about one of them.

I must refrain from eating heaty stuffffffffff, now my throat is feeling sore from eating cup noodles. D:

I should get to studying Stats. I mustn't disappoint KK in his subject because he chose us to go US of A. Whatifwedon'tscorewillhepullusoutzomg? :o

P.S. I am not watching The Showdown on Channel5 but my sister is and I see Daphne Khoo, you know the petite girl from the first Singapore Idol, and she has red hair zomg I love it.

2008-06-25T20:03:00.006+08:00

Shake It - Metro Station

I am going crazy over this song! :o

Before going to school today, I sat down in front of the telly and watched some good ol' school MTV. It was the first song that came on and it got me hooked. Please don't tell me it doesn't want to make you get off your seat to start dancing!

I think how Trace Cyrus sings the song is really sexy! They do sound a little British, which makes it even better.

The video is good, but too bad I can't post it up because they don't allow the video to be embedded! D:

Now if she does it like this, will you do it like that
Now if she touches like this, will take you touch her right back
Now if she moves like this, will you move it like that
Come on, shake, shake, shake, shake, a-shake it

Wynee's telling me that auditions for SB's Talentime is in about 2 weeks. Should I join zomg I don't know myself. :/

X knows how to play Paramore's Hallelujah so now I'm trying to reach the notes so maybe we could do the song together one day! :D

Jamming on Wednesday next week! I am looking forward to it haha! I have yet to properly play a song in a very long time. We shall, we shall.

Today, I saw Ashidah when I was walking to the MRT on the way to school. She has 6 tests and I thought my tests were bad. I saw Shi Hng and his girlfriend (whom I almost made out with lolololol inside jokkkkkkkkke) when I was coming back home from school! I said hello to A when I walked pass SPSU, SUNDAY WOOOOOO!

ITAB test today was easy-peasy! I love ITAB, don't you guys remember? ^^V

Celine and (a drunk, sorrysorryIamonlyjokinglol) Christopher in French!

I had dinner at ThaiExpress afterwards! Plus Cold Rock after that! We were full like shit afterwards and cabbed back home. It was a really good night, had my favourite Mango+Sticky Rice! Next time we shall have Irish Cream and Cookie Dough zomg 1 FREE MIX-IN remember!

More photos from the class chalet and the night walk we had! Plus an unglam photo of me temporarily knocked out after the fcking long walk from Changi to Downtown East lol. I think you can identify me by the Sports Camp tee, with ROUGH IT OUT, embezzled all over the back of the shirt.

I'm off to study MOB! The worst module to study for, that's all I can say. :/

Shake, shake, shake, shake, a-shake it!

2008-06-24T16:33:00.004+08:00

I am ridiculously cold in the study room at T16 with Si Hui, Matthew and Arul zomg Celine when are you coming back to school for French! D: I need your warmthhhhhhh.

Economics MST today was fine and dandy, loved it. All because I really studied for it and I knew how to do the paper! :D

Humongous lunch at FC3 before coming down to T16's study room to erm, well, not study. Several reasons why I can't study:

It is very cold
I left my ITAB textbook at home
It is really cold
I can't wait for French
IT IS REALLY VERY EXTREMELY FCKING COLD

Sigh. I hope my point got across lol!

Hello Danial! I saw you at FC3 today lalalalala. You must go to Singfest08 with me to take care of my bags okaaaaaaay. ^^V

Shauna! I don't link people up sorry! Very leceh for me. D: You very cute, you didn't leave the link to your blog! I will help publicize it if you want though!

I am excited. S said right on when I asked for a duet which is ridiculously cool! :o

I can't seem to concentrate on MOB now. My nose is acting up (because... you know.) and I need to pee badly.

It is 4.45pm on my watch and class starts in an hour. Oui, oui mon ami! Tout le monde, allez-y!

Bumbumbumbumbum. I shall stone at my MOB notes whilst time passes me by. Goodbyebye everyone. Till next time!

2008-06-23T19:18:00.003+08:00

Candy's test story is ridiculously funny. She was almost blacklisted because her phone rang halfway through PACC test today and it was a good luck message from her friend! How ironic can you get.

Yesterday had dinner with Daryl and his junior, C. I have no idea how you spell her name but she's cool. They went to have their Iced Green Tea Latte while I had damn good chocolate cake! Hoho!

PACC test was alright, I was almost late wtf and I didn't bring my calculator (but thanks to Sock Yong I got one! I almost kissed her when she told me she had an extra lol) I hope I don't miss out anything much. Hopefully an A or B! :D

Lunched at Holland V and we had Subway and Cold Rock! ThaiExpress tomorrow! I am very n00b please, so I was quite excited about what was happening when they made the ice-cream. We went back before the class started but we realised it was cancelled? LOL, we went back to Holland V again to eat frozen yoghurt and walked around the shopping area till the 3pm class.

I am now studying outside in a very cold place zomg and I spilt fcking hot Milo on my hands about 2 hours ago. When I spilt it, I was stoning all the way till I when I was in the bathroom cleaning the mess up. Do you guys remember when I was stoning when a bucket of hot Milo spilt onto my legs at Council camp in 2006/2007? Priceless!

I am going back now lalalala and I am going to buy back more yoghurty goodness. I have Popeye's waiting for me at home how to lose weight like this! D:

I am going to buy the Singfest08 tix by the end of this week. I shall make friends with Nigel because he is also going to Singfest08! He is pro much, wants to marry his girlfriend at the age of 20 man woooooooooo. Maybe I shall have the chance to attend it? HAHA.

See you people! French tomorrow but I have to mug for ITAB first! People, you know you will get full marks for your tests! :D Treat me to a drink each okay lollololol.

Excel is the bomb yo. I fcking love it. I am not lying! It really is easy if only you have the passion for it. LOL I SOUND WEIRD.

Okay, see you people later. Yoghurt, here I come. Yumyumyumyum.

2008-06-22T11:24:00.003+08:00

I can't stand to see you at all anymore

One more day till I walk straight out through the door

I don't feel anything

I don't care what you need

One more day, while I say

I don't care if you want me to stay

Don't call it love

It's over, it's over

Don't call it love
It's over, it's over now

I know we said forever and one more day

That was before you went and threw it away

I don't feel anything
I don't care what you need

Everyday there's more hate

This is the last thing that I want to say

Don't call it love

It's over, it's over

Don't call it love
It's over, it's over now

I've seen what you did to me

Don't call it love

It's over, it's over now

Don't call it love

It's over, it's over

Don't call it love
It's over, it's over
Don't call it love
It's over, it's over now
I've seen what you did to me
Don't call it love
It's over, it's over now

- "Don't Call It Love" by Dearest

It's a fcking good song and I can't wait to mosh to it this coming Singfest. The tickets are priced at 300 bucks for a weekend pass and I am willing to fork out that much for a weekend of unforgettable performances by artists I love. By the way, are you the CYA Danial lololol I know too many!

I found Dearest's MySpace account and their songs are wonderful! Please visit they are really good especially Don't Call It Love!

The only artists I don't know now are Crowned King and Melenie Subono. :o

I am off to study for the whole day! :D

2008-06-21T01:23:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOSH. SINGFEST 2008.

I AM GOING, FOR SURE. ARE YOU?

THE LINE-UP IS FCKING CRAZY.

Saturday
Travis
Lost Prophets
New Found Glory
Simple Plan
Crowned King
Dearest
Melenie Subono

Sunday
Alicia Keys
Panic at the Disco
Jason Mraz
One Republic
Stacie Orrico
Jamie Scott
Rick Astley

I AM BUYING THE 2 DAY PASS BECAUSE I AM GOING TO WATCH ALL OF THEM.

I HOPE TO COME HOME WITH A SORE THROAT, ACHING ARMS AND FEET FROM MOSHING.

I CAN'T TALK IN ANYTHING LESS THAN CAPSLOCK BECAUSE I AM FCKING EXCITED.

IAMGOINGIAMGOINGIAMGOINGMOSHMOSHMOSH.

COME ON PEOPLE, 300 BUCKS FOR SO MANY ARTISTS! ONCE IN A LIFETIME MAN, SMS ME IF YOU'RE GOOOOOOOING OKAY.

2008-06-20T21:12:00.011+08:00

I just have to say this first, the new Pussycat Dolls video for "When I Grow Up" is fcking sexy. Very, very sexy.

It's going to be a long post, so I'll try to make it exciting so I'll try to bold, colour and underline the impt stuff!

Yesterday was uber fun! We had more Starbucks during the airport training and had Breeks for lunch. It was a little more crazier than the first training day and I seemingly looked like a flight attendant! We had a rushed tour around T1 and T2 and my toes died from walking in heels.

After the training, we trained down to Tanah Merah and everyone around me quickly scribbled down our contacts onto my notebook. We tried to get everyone's number and e-mail before reaching the interchange!

I headed down to Downtown East to chuck my stuff in the room before changing to something a little more comfortable. So, I met Danial at Tampines MRT and we walked down to school for Student Council campfire night! I was quite high, I like your ice-cream because it's my favourite flavour Raspberry Ripple lol!

It was heart-warming when they presented us with cards with the signatures of all the sec3 leaders. It was priceless when Xin Yue signed off with "Gd luck 4 ur Olevels!" and before the campfire ended, I went up and thanked her for her wishes lololololol. Well, it worked!

Let me digress! I was talking to Aizat on MSN and he's telling me about when he went to the SP Scholar camp earlier this week, he and the other campers came up with pick-up lines!

Coldplaying-I wish i was special...So ****ing special says:
i havent type it out on the blg
Coldplaying-I wish i was special...So ****ing special says:
ill type it HERE
who am I today? says:
OKAY
who am I today? says:
haha
who am I today? says:
first one
Coldplaying-I wish i was special...So ****ing special says:
"u noe, if u were the galazy, i wud wanna be the rocket...u noe why?...so tat i can blast into u"
Coldplaying-I wish i was special...So ****ing special says:
haha
who am I today? says:
OMG
who am I today? says:
that is shit funny

Okay, back to the topic. So I cabbed back to the chalet after dropping Farhanah and Danial off home and they were finishing up with the BBQ (and called Shahril for Wynee's event omgosh he is real cute on the phone too! okay i shall stop swooning) so I ate a little and we headed up to the room to slack around.

The 8 of us who stayed (me, Si Hui, Celine, Christopher, Vincent, Guang Long, Daryl, Chung Puo) decided to walk to Changi at 11 by Pasir Ris Park and we walked till we came to a dead end?

In the end, we took a cab down to Changi to find bapoksgaystrannieshosandwhatnot there. After we got down, we started walking up a slope and I caught a glimpse of an old, rundown building and I went, "You sure you wanna go there?".

Apparently, Si Hui and Celine didn't know we were about to walk to OCH. Lucky I noticed where we were heading to before we got there! The only reasons you would be in Changi would be to

1. See bapoksgaystrannieshosandwhatnot there,

2. Eat good food,

3. Drink at the bars (which kinda suck),

4. Go to the jetty to go to the islands around,

5. GO TO OCH.

Well, not many options include walking up a slope to an old and abandoned old building, huh?

In the end, we bought drinks and hung out around the hawker centre till about 2am. It was alright, one of the hookers had a nice rack lol and that was the only interesting thing? And I came to a conclusion that when the hookers squatted down, it meant that they were on their break?

We walked back to Downtown East and walked with CP and Daryl and talked about stuff from Korean/Japanese pron to John Grisham. CP is very gullible zomg he believes I'm 19 like Daryl because we can relate to each other about stuff?

Crashed onto the beds and they decided to rent Dead Silence which was quite scary but I was sleeping with Celine and CP (oops!) in about 90% of the show so I can't really say. KOed up to 9am today where everyone woke up all groggy and drank Vodka/Sprite for breakfast! Gone are the days of Milo!

Look at Vincent's expression! Plus, it's the opposite of an Oreo cookie!

Bussed home and slept till the evening, damn shiooooooook. Haha, I was really tired from everything yesterday!

I'm supposed to get more pictures of the stayover from Daryl but he keeps cutting it off now I'm getting it from CP but it's taking foreverrrrrrrr. There's a nice picture with the girls but it's with Wynee, where are youuuuuuuuuu!

My sister is watching Miss Swan, cute!

Okay. I must study. I have 5 tests next week (PACC, ECONS, ITAB, MOB and STATS), one for each school day.

Wish me luck! Wish me lots of luck.

I've got the pictures from tuesday when we went jamming at Moberly at night and had dinner at TM's LJS! I was too lazy to post it before so here we go!

I think I should stop. This post is ridiculously long. Till next time! :D

2008-06-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

I met up with the girls at Bugis on Monday to do the ITAB project. Which sucks, by the way! We had lunch at this place which serves the best damned fish soup I have ever tasted in my 17 years. :D So yeah, I was a happy girl. I still am lol.

Yesterday morning was spent with Si Hui and Matthew getting the stuff for the BBQ and preparing the sotong wtfffffff I gouged eyeballs and removed whoknowswhat ugh yes I did the dirty work too and all I got was black ink on my nice yellow shirt. D:

Later in the evening, I met up with Shi Hng before meeting the rest at SP. We "played" from 6.30pm up to 8.30pm. When I said we "played", we were basically in our own worlds playing around the studio, jumping here and there, blasting songs from the mic. You know, that kind of stuff. Dinner with them at TM's LJS before heading home to crash on the bed.

Today was airport training! It was fun, met tons of people and hooray to Starbucks! Headed down home after Popeyes, which ohgoshisveryfattening, to meet up with Si Hui and Matthew again to put sambal and sotong and prawn together to make the world's best BBQ food you can ever find oh gosh don't listen to me lol.

I have three things to do tomorrow! :o

Airport Training - 8.30am to 5pm

SC Campfire - 7pm to 9pm

Class Chalet - 9pm till LATE WOOOOOOOO!

I am busy as a bumblebee.

I know I have Shahril's support if I join T---------. ^^V I support you okay but it's not fair for a winner to come back to win a competition again. Must give people like me a chance to win yo. D:

Okay, I will see you guys around soon enough!

With pictures, I promise! I'm just lazy to post now haha.

P.S. I am in love with Switchfoot's Dare You To Move and Meant To Live zomg. It just makes me wanna pick up a guitar to strum to Meant To Live. :o

Acoustic version! :D

2008-06-15T19:50:00.002+08:00

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I know I need to stop. Life goes on and it isn't going to wait for me.

So right now, I just need to let go. Let it all go.

I'm blasting songs and singing them out to you like there's no tomorrow.

We have no tomorrow.

2008-06-15T19:08:00.004+08:00

You And I Both - Jason Mraz

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephone works both ways

But if I never, ever hear them ring

If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally
Well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words

I'm trying. Really trying to smile.

Really trying to get over you.

2008-06-15T18:25:00.005+08:00

My breath hitches as I sing this song out loud. Can you hear me? Oh, can you hear me?

And you're on fire
when he's near you
You're on fire when he speaks
You're on fire burning at these mysteries

Whatever, some other time. I don't care about you anymore.

Give me one more time around
Give me one more chance to see,
Give me everything you are
Give me one more chance to be near you

Fine, whatever. I forgive you. No point getting angry at someone I don't know.

When everything inside me
Looks like everything I hate
You are the hope I have for change
You are the only chance I'll take

You didn't wait for me. You didn't wait for me to get over it. I completely broke down in the middle of the train station and nobody seemed to care because all I had was you.

And I'm on fire when you're near me
I'm on fire when you speak
I'm on fire burning at these mysteries

Forgive me, I'm sorry.

2008-06-14T10:39:00.005+08:00

It was Friday the 13th last night ack!

Caught Kung-Fu Panda and The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian over at The Cathay with X. I was forcefully stuff with grape Fruitips during Kung-Fu wtf!

We ate like crazy the whole day, talked through movies (to irritate the shit out of people around us) and went Apple crazy everywhere. Plus, it's good to have a friend who actually drives you around!

It's quite unheard of in my world so let me revel in it. (:

Relax Shazlin, 1 more year and you'll be on the road yourself.

I have been going to tons of stuff this week, I need to study now or never. Next week is packed, man. (haha, it sounds like Pac-Man! okay :|)

Anyway, Monday's ITAB project meeting. Tuesday's the buying of stuff for BBQ and jamming with Syaz and co. Wednesday I have airport training from 8.30am to 5pm. Thursday's another airport training till 5pm, there's council campfire at 7pm-9pm and best one's the CLASS CHALET that I'm supposed to be supervising. Friday's class chalet again but they have an airport walk.

No, nothing on on the weekends so I will STUDY DURING THE WEEKENDS. It's sad! D:

I cannot find my songs omggggggggggggggg.

2008-06-11T11:06:00.006+08:00

Hello world. I am here to tell me stories again.

HSBC event for CYA later on at the Environment Building and I am having an official hangover.

Thanks Haz! And we cut our hair at Plaza Singapura's Kimage.

I will learn how to drive as soon as I turn 18 because I can't stand to see the car sitting at the carpark on WEEKDAYS. You know what this means right? Driving to school ftw!

I wish the holidays were longer, so that I wouldn't have so many things packed into just 3 weeks. :/

I need to get heels. At least one pair of black heels. Sigh.

I've got a piece of paper full of potential songs because wherever I go nowadays, lyrics keep popping out of nowhere! Now, I need you guys!

I'll give you excerpts but don't laugh. It's subject to testing!

Take a look around you

Do you like what you see?

Make room, a new wave is coming

Can you see that it's me?

I'll come stumbling to you, in the blink of an eye

If you would just say a word, give a moan or sigh

Just do anything, don't scare me please

Don't throw your life away, don't let it cease

Making him pay for a smile

He just wants your attention

Even for just that little while

You do have to remember the three phrases here are not connected to each other haha! One of my better ones because the rest are either too explicit (sexually please not k*n kn* c*b shit) or they don't really feel right.

Maybe you'll see the different themes in them but it's too soon to see. I still have one complete song with the guys and we are going to make sweet, sweet music baby.

Well, okay. That didn't come out right.

I'm in love with an irish rock band, The Script. Their first single, We Cry, off their debut album reminds me of a mash-up of OneRepublic and Jason Mraz! Listen to it!

Another artist to look out for is Norwegian Recycling! Don't ask. Just listen if you like mash-ups because their How 6 Songs Collide is fantastic.

I am now currently in love with Maria Mena's latest single, Nevermind Me.

Probably because it kind of describes how I feel now. :/

Nevermind me, nevermind me

I'll just cast shadows on your walls

Nevermind me, nevermind me

My God I feel so small

Nevermind me, nevermind me

I'll just cast shadows on your walls

Nevermind me, nevermind me

I'll just let myself out

- Nevermind Me by Maria Mena

2008-06-09T21:49:00.003+08:00

I am scared. Genuinely scared.

I don't care about being angry at them anymore.

I'm scared for him because deep down inside I still care.

I don't want him to be alone.

All I wanted was for our friendship to remain as it is.

All I wanted is for him to live out his life as he wanted to.

I'm hoping they'll see that he needs to grow up on his own.

I'm hoping that they see that all I want is the best for us and this decision will go a long way.

I'm hoping I get through this without losing my temper because it's oh so tempting to do so.

I'm not helping.

I'm not helping, at all.

2008-06-09T09:50:00.006+08:00

Post-it notes! They are flooding my screen, blue, green and pink. If you open it, you can actually read what's on the notes!

BEFORE.

AFTER.

Ack. I miss his hair! So smooth and straight zomg. Why a fohawk, of everything! D:

I'm happy with mine. Headbanging with my old hairstyle almost broke my neck wtf! It's all good now, shake shake shake!

I came back home one day, took out my iPod, sang my lungs out and head-banged my way out of sanity.

CYA camp was good. Short and sweet. Made crazy friends and did crazy things. The people really brought the camp to life! ~~BKQ~~ BKK! ^^V

I'm fully booked for the holidays man! The only days I'm free are this Sunday and next weekend. As you can see from the number of Post-It notes on my desktop. This week alone, I'm meeting up with 5 different groups of friends ftw wooooooo!

I wrote a song on Friday, it's good I think.

I need to gain my swing back into blogging as often as I used to.

Hot Topic spree closed. You should have seen how I reacted when I told the news to Calvin in the middle of Cotton On yesterday! Haha, secret secret. Alex please don't sabo.

We played Paramore's Born For This for drum class yesterday. When we ran through the song before practicing, I was singing it out loud over the music and going crazy around the studio. The bass drums were a killer! Haha, especially in the chorus. Other than that, the whole song was really fun to play zomgwtfbbqlol!

After class, we were like, "Your legs tired or not?" and "Yeah la, damn tired siaaaaaaaa!". Haha, class is the shit. Alex, don't quit, it's the four of us now, don't make it three! D:

Sigh. I feel like rocking out now. Jamming sessions this Friday with Sha, Faz and Vin and next Monday with Syaz, SH, Nesh and Jo.

I'll see you guys later. I need to catch up with my life.

Life goes on, with or without us!

2008-06-07T12:40:00.001+08:00

I got back something out of nothing, I can't complain.

I'm very fortunate. At least I have my best friend back. (:

2008-06-06T21:53:00.002+08:00

I have lost something dear.

I have lost a boyfriend, lover and a best friend.

I need time for myself. I feel like I've been stripped and thrown on the cold floor and as I look up from beneath your soles as they grind me against the gravel, I see such irony. You put me down so low and now you want me to think everything's alright again.

I don't care what anyone says anymore. I hope you are happy with what you have done to me. Go ahead and peel back my skin slowly, torture me with your words. You deserve it.

I'm sorry. It's better this way, us not knowing each other anymore. I don't want to cry again. I want you to be truly happy, have a bright future and I don't think it's possible if I were in it.

We are not ready for each other. I have been a bad girlfriend, I don't deserve you. I changed, I don't even know who I am anymore.

Nothing matters anymore.

2008-06-02T18:08:00.006+08:00

Hong Xiang's concert at VCH on saturday was good! Haha, people like to spam you on stage. He's off at guitar camp so I guess he can't see shit lol. Saw many old friends from primary/secondary school haha Wei En is skinny nowwwww.

Before the concert, went off with the girls to shop at Bugis Street. Got myself a mani and nail art on my thumbs! Dropped by at Funan Digitalife Mall to see Celinemeowmeow's boyfriend working.

After the concert, we went to Lau Pa Sat to get wasted eat supper. Went somewhere (my lips are sealed!) till 3am before we crashed home.

Met up with Calvin and Alex for breakfast at McDonalds and Amanda couldn't come because she was lazy lol nice haircut by the way I also want!

Crashed the arcade before class because it was too early. We played Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana ohmygosh I was rocking out to it a few days back and we played it was orgasmic. When he gave us the scores, I was mouthing "wtfwtfwtf, this song is bloody nice!" to Alex, who was sitting beside me and he was like, "yeah I know lol!".

^^V

Nice song to play to and I was trying to sing to it while we were playing! :D

After class, the guys and I hung out around Bugis and the National Library after eating a memorable lunch over at KFC hohoho! C wanted to head over to his friends place after getting his contacts but the two of us forced him to hang out till about 3pm which afterwards, I headed down to Vivocity to join mo and the sister!

Makaned at Marche lol an old Chinese woman and a young ang moh were hooking up beside us wtfffffff?

Mo drove me to Downtown East where I met Xiang to buy his Havaianas woooo SP peeps have 20% off! We had dinner at Superdog before I went over to his place and tried to play the drums and guitar on Rock Band. I can't play anything on consoles for nuts!

I went down to TTSH to visit Christopher today, he said I was lucky I didn't catch him when he was bloated lol! His grand-dad his super cute, his best friend! (:

CYA camp on wednesday till thursday and I have yet to pack. Byebyebyebyebye.

Tonning with Alex at CA tomorrow night! Who wants to join yo! Anyone has a place for me to crash on thursday night? D:

2008-05-31T05:58:00.002+08:00

It's 6.04am ughhhhh what am I doing up so early! :/

Outing with some of the girls at Bugis later! Which afterwards, some of us are going to watch Xiang's concert at VCH and Gluttons Bay after that! (:

I am hyperventilating because Hot Topic is having a clearance sale yes you heard both CLEARANCE and SALE together ahhhhh I have bought about 7 tees and a hoodie someone please stop me but it's so irresistible 11.65SGD, all inclusive of shipping/handling, a t-shirt fck, even in Singapore, it's cheap woooooooooooooo Calvin please reply my IM on MSN you are going to miss the biggest sale of your life zomg they even have your Taking Back Sunday tee ooooh we are so lucky GREAT SINGAPORE SALE has bled into Hot Topic wooooooo I bought more stuff but I actually spent less omgwtfbbq.

Sigh, I am extremely happy. (:

2008-05-30T07:41:00.013+08:00

I've been taking tons of photos in class recently haha and I have many unglam photos of people!

It's 7.50am now and I've gotta do my ECONS mock test paper soon before class later! Lunch with the guys at 10.30am at Dover, we're going FC2!

Daryl is sad that they're prejudicing Indians in the library. Look at the sign!

2 Fast, 2 Furious

Chung Puo was giving Christopher a surprise ass bang!

Peace ya'll.

Hooray for mock tests! No laptops required. PATD! (:

Had a drink with Xiang at Starbucks on Wednesday after the US of A trip briefing and bought hair dye now my hair is redder I am so happy. He sent me home and I stroked a pussy till my fingers smelt of smoke?

The same night, I dyed my hair at 10.30pm and can you imagine bending over the shower washing red dye out of your hair which omgwtfbbq looks like I'm washing blood out of my hair in the middle of the night haha I was scared shit because it was closing in to midnight.

I've got CSI Season 5 DVD lying on my table right now. Borrowed it from school! I've yet to watch it and I'd have to return it by next week. D:

CYA camp! Finally, they've sent updates, I thought they forgot. Anyway, I am stresssssed no night walk please!

Sigh, I'm so tired. :/

Just sent mine and Calvin's orders for the Hot Topic spree and it comes to a total of $247.75 with shipping/handling. Haha, we pwn!

I'd better be doing my work now, see you guys later! (:

Why can't I get this out of my head? :/

Keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you

Can I lay in your bed all day?

I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake

Hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday

So wear me like a locket around your throat

I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke

You look so good in blue, you look so good in blue

2008-05-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh. Lobang for Hot Topic I am going to faint right now. Calvin do you wanna buy with meeeeeeee!

People, call me if you want some action!

2008-05-27T20:34:00.012+08:00

It's been a long time yo! I've been up to too many things already. It's been about... 6 days!

We took tons of photos today because it's the first time a few of us came to school in formal attire and I hate my shoes zomgggggg I am never wearing them ever again unless someone drives me around in them because they fcking hurt so bad and give me blisters I am going to wear slippers tomorrow I DON'T CARE.

No laptops tomorrow! HOOOOOOOray.

Tick

Lube me up, baby

Yeah, I fainted for this lol?

Today before ECONS. Haha, look at:

1. Zhi Hao, wtf pleaseeeeeeee

2. The people posing at the back of the theatre lol spoiler!

Sepia

Introduction

Stripe me

Gangsta yo

Hello

Daryl, oh Daryl

Rule #5: No Eating In Class

Wassup bro!

Work, work and more work

French

Nash, Messiah and Patricia

Quick, copy!

Faris' smirk

Peace

This is for you, Chung Puo. You get off from the SM factor in this, don't you. The only thing missing is for Daryl to turn Japanese and you'll be flying. Remember, sharing is caring. ^^V

It was the second time people called me da jie da and Daryl told me his friend thought I was a chinese gangster? Do I look gangster to you zomg no please I run away from trouble seriously people stare at me I walk away? D:

IDEA was fck for everyone today yeahhhhhhh. French test was as easy as pie and hung out with the rest while we waited for everyone to finish and went back on the train together. Christopher from french is in ICU oh no! D:

Ahhhh. Primers camp was fun. First day, me, Si Hui, Matthew and Arul met at Simei to grab chicken rice for dinner befoe heading to school to meet up with the rest. Played games, ran here and there and we stayed up for the whole night.

Me, Si Hui, Matthew, Han Long, Euvin and Arul walked to Buona Vista at fcking 4am to grab breakfast and only 1 shop was open, waited for the first bus back to Dover at 6am while singing on the side of the road and got back hammered.

Thank you Euvin! Your bag was a good pillow for that 1 hour of sleep I caught after we walked back. We slept at KFC, oh it brings back such sweet memories.

Next day was not too bad, food was much better than at Sports Camp. Bonded with everyone, was tired like toot from the night before and we walked around the school at about 1.30am. Oh gosh, my first nightwalk in SP I am no longer a virgin. A nightwalk virgin baby.

Got back to KFC, slept till 5.30am and got on the first train home at 6.09am. Crashed into bed with my mum and caught sweet, sweet sleep for a few minutes before I had to prepare for drumssssss.

We learnt Teenagers by MCR lol reminds me of Christopher's joke racist bastard you. Amanda passed me her unwanted (but not giving me but lending me fyi) FALL OUT BOY PAPER CRANES JACKET (please see the picture of me and Celine in French). Calvin, I totally pwn you. Thankfully A knows girls rule yo.

Me, Alex and Calvin had lunch at Burger King. Alex had a fcking huge burger zomg and Calvin couldn't even finish his Whopper. We came out with hoodies and went to Mothercare to look for pacifiers (please, don't ask).

CAN YOU IMAGINE 3 EMO KIDS WALKING INTO MOTHERCARE, LOOKING FOR PACIFIERS?

Yeah, afterwards, they followed me as I looked for red hair dye. It only seems really red if it's under direct sunlight, trust me baby. Next time take photo show youuuuu.

Monday was like toot. Slept only for 3 hours the night before, stats tutorial went smoothly and went it came to econs lecture, I slept through the whole thing. About 7 hours of sleep for the past 3 nights and I went back home after 12 on Monday and K.O.ed till this morning lol.

I laughed a whole lot today. Well, except for IDEA tutorial lol. My cousin from Malysia is staying over for two nights he's so cute omg I will post a picture of him soon. Chubby cheeks!

I am hooked on Fall Out Boy's "Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner" and "7 Minutes In Heaven (Atavan Halen)". :3

Keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake
Hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday

I'd better be going, PACC tomorrow. I can't disappoint Mr Cheng.

Which reminds me of the time he gave Chung Puo a high 5 in class because he said to Christopher and Sylvia (who were going to the toilet at the same time) "Make sure you go to different toilets ah". Ahhhhh, fck funny when you remember he's a middle-aged man who says that with a stoic face.

I'm jamming with Syazwan and co. in the hols. Hopefully! Ack, he's fcking sexy now with his hair straightened hahaha!

CYA camp next week I am excited! I love camps! ^^V

OK. PACC. Now. Bye.

So wear me like a locket around your throat
I'll weigh you down, I'll watch you choke
You look so good in blue, you look so good in blue

2008-05-22T10:00:00.001+08:00

David Cook pwned! Hooray to rock!

2008-05-22T09:12:00.005+08:00

Jamming yesterday was great, except for the part where I kept forgetting the lyrics so let's just forget about that haha. The time when Faz and I did an impromptu of Higher by Creed with him on guitar and me on vocals because Sharir had to go River Raft training for a few mins, I was very happy and orgasmic about it lehhhhhh it was so rawww and goooood gosh.

Guang Long took pictures when he was there with us, I'm borrowing it from your blog okay! Thank you! ^^V

Hot pink nails and Mr. Wolverine on drums!

Vincent always looks serious when he plays the guitar! Can you see Sharir's fringe lololololol.

Yes, he is so skinny he can hide behind the percussions haha!

I'm really sorry for what happened on Tuesday night everybody! I hope you forgive me for making you guys worry so much! ):

Camp tomorrow I've not yet packed!

Will blog about Tuesday's outing with the girls to Raffles City for IDEA!

Fck, I've got to leave in 20 minutes haha! Bye bye people!

2008-05-18T16:48:00.006+08:00

I'm dizzy from the shopping mall
I searched for joy but I bought it all
It doesn't help the hunger pains
And a thirst I'd have to drown first to ever satiate

- "Something's Missing" by John Mayer

It feels really odd for me to stay at home on a Sunday. :/

I've been listening to John Mayer's Heavier Things, a break after being drowned in punk/alternative rock. Which explains my mood on this jolly Sunday afternoon. It's hot out there, oh boy, it really is.

Shi Hng has been pestering me to make a date to jam and I just found out that he has a new girlfriend haha I am slow! We're probably only gonna meet during term break. SP PWNS TP AND NP. One more week of holidays! Woooo!

He also wants to tell him if I get my hands on Paramore's Anaheim DVD. One of their best performances ever, if you're into their old songs too (which I am haha!). I am going to dye my hair even reddish-orange omg I'm supposed to do it today but I have yet to buy the dye! No promises, what if I can't even do it tomorrow. It will be soon though!

After waiting for the boyf, we took a cab down to his uncle's place at Changi. We had an incident which involved the two of us pressing the wrong buttons and getting into the wrong lifts haha like tech idiots!

We went up, everyone had already started eating and before you knew it, we were groaning about how stuffed we were. So much for yong tau foo/fish soup loooool.

Hung out like, everywhere? Haha, talked to everyone before it was about 10.30pm and xiang's dad dropped me off home. Xiang took me up all the way to my place! Only one impromptu picture though! I love you haha, thank you for the whole day!

Got back home, surfed the net, watched the telly and knocked off late at night! Today, we had to wake up at 7 to get breakfast and while we were walking there, we saw many many kitties! :3

I took a picture of one with mo's phone! She followed us for an entire block before I had to leave it alone because it had a tag on it and mo was afraid the owner couldn't find it if i led it too far off6. D:

It's colour reminds me of the peach yoghurt ice-cream I ate a few days back. Haha!

I feel asleep at the table in the middle of the coffee shop because I was dead tired, it's Sunday la please. Only ate 1/3 of my rice, took the rest home and throughout the journey back I kept mumbling to myself, "Ah fck, walk faster, get home sleep".

The minute I stepped into the house, Xiang called and I told him I'd talk to him later because I had to crash on my bed before I died.

Ta-rah, and here we are. Cousins coming over later in the evening yayayay and we're having a picnic tomorrow at who-knows-where-but-I-don't-care beach.

The boyf's gonna go off camping at Pasir Ris Park tonight, so cute! He probably just needs to cycle for 5 minutes to get to his place from the campsite lol okay I find it funny don't you? D:

I am very tempted to buy Motion City Soundtrack's, Jimmy Eat World's and New Found Glory's albumsssssss. :/ Moneymoneymoney, give it to me lolhahaLittleBritainFatFighters!

I love you people see you around soon woooooooo byebye! ^^V

2008-05-17T18:40:00.004+08:00

Shazlin here and I'm reporting live from Pasir Ris East CC as I wait for my boyfriend to finish his guitar class before we depart for his uncle's place for dinner hooray lol!

The boyf decided to surprise me in the morning and woke up from my sleep. I had morning blues so we ended up lazing around with me dozing off occasionally. (x

Afterwards, he went off for his guitar performance in school and I went back to sleep because I is got lazy backside zzzzzzzzzz. Woke up at 1, met Xiang again and we both went down to his place. We went down to E!hub (haha 2 minutes!) to get yoghurt, stopped by Superdog to eat CHILI and decided to make our own chili next time with molasses and everything else that goes into chili? Haha!

After eating two cups of yoghurt (yes I am hooked as you can see), we headed down to the pool where the boyf swam and I studied/took study notes for MOB. So, here I am, sitting down somewhere in Pasir Ris East CC and I am officially

to death. :/

Are we playing A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me? I think we are and I think I forgot the lyrics. Okay, maybe I have something to do now.

Or maybe I should be doing my MOB homework, ah well. I shall YouTube for a while and keep myself updated on the world's current viral videos! Ta!

2008-05-16T21:13:00.006+08:00

The colour of my hair isn't uniform, not red enough and it's been irking me for a very long time ahahahahahaaaaa!

Time to call in the boyfriend and another bottle of hair dye. :D

I feel unusually happy when I've learnt a function on Excel LOL and today, when I couldn't figure out one of the functions for the future exercises I got all hussy about it Excel what have you done to me!

I just realised I know people from TP's, NP's and SP's canoe polo team?

The boyf sent me home today after meeting him at Tampines and buying strawberry sundae! Yamyamyamy sundae. Remember, I love you! (x

I need to jam soon. This wednesday ahhhhhhhhhh! Many, many songs to remember lalala but never mind, I will remember eventually! I am hooked on singing Hero/Heroine omgosh. Reminded Vincent to bring his guitar after class today after him not bringing it last session because he couldn't find his bag LA. D:

I found a website that does preorders of tons of American stuff but I is very saded because I want to save but gosh, it's so tempting but I need to save because I have been going out and how am I supposed to go for manicures with the boyf and Christopher at Bugis Street if I spendspendspend? D:

I has gained a little weight and I is very sad so I is only eating yong tau foo/fish soup at Foodcourt 6 for the next few days!

YEAH.

Okay, I'm gonna go talk to Xiang for awhile lalala before we sleep. Byebye!

2008-05-12T22:12:00.003+08:00

I just woke up laallalalalalalal I am very tired toot!

Ahhhhh. School today was fucking boring lol? Christopher was late and when I called him as the 7.08am train from Tanah Merah train arrived, he was still sleeping hahaha sleepy backside! So, me and Si Hui hopped on the usual empty train to Dover.

Three hour break today was fcking boring omgosh. The girls continued watching the Little Britain DVD and I was watching it for the 3rd time? Decided to do MOB research and after one hour dragged past, I was left with 2 hours with nothing to doooooooo. Surfed the net for an hour and took a power nap afterwards. Boring, no?

Trained home with the usual east-side people and kaplonked! onto the bed after eating my favourite Tom Yam cup noodles while watching good ol' Family Guy, The Simpsons and Friends.

And here I am haha! Jamming postponed to next Wednesday because Mr Wolverine has a fieldtrip to Tekong this Wednesday so cute! Anyway, the studio at Moberly is open hoo-hoo! (:

Fiona, you have to introduce your new friend to us, by default! I wanna have another sleepover again please! Haha, during the june holidays ah okay? Set ahhhhhh. :D

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE. Sleepsleepsleep. School's at 11am tomorrow yay!

2008-05-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

Hullo!

It's been a long 2 days since I've blogged. It's been well exciting and lol I feel very tired now.

Probably the most exciting thing I've ever done this past few days was when I donated blood. Blood, yes my precious B+ blood. Plus, I fainted hahaha I am weak no la I just didn't eat a full breakfast! Exciting shit man, still felt faint even when I was taking the lift up to ITAB class. So, I called Xiang to pick me up from SP once school finished. Thank you!

Seriously, when I felt the warmth of my blood flowing through the wires, it felt good. Not sadistically good, it-feels-fulfilling-donating-my-blood good! Swear I'm going to do it again!

The worst would be when I slipped on freshly (lol?) mopped floor today in the morning. And fell. ^^V

Anyway, school's been good to me. Nothing too stressful for me to cope. No EC for me next week yay can come to school at 11 in the morning on Tuesday instead of the usual 8. (:

Two camps coming up, Primers and CYA! Gosh, no night walks for me!

Xiang woke me up from my sleep today at about 10am and we watchedtv/tooknaps/ate/hung out till the cousins came at about 3pm! Went crazycrazy and stuff. Ate tons of food omgIamsoooooonoteatingtomorrowserious!

I is very the tired now. Calvin, I am not going to continue with you man. See you tomorrow lolwhateverrrrrrrrr. And Heidi yes it is quite funny haha see you soooooon okeh HayDeh!

Stranger, lol! Bonsoir! Je suis tres bien, merci! Je m'appelle Shazlin.

Tout le monde, bon nuit! A bientot! :D

2008-05-08T01:21:00.003+08:00

Quick update.

Anybody wants to go to Hong Xiang's guitar concert on the 31st May? Tell him please! Get the 15 dollar tickets so you can see where he is from the circle seats at VCH! :D I love you.

Calvin, I is very saded you say I is weird. D: For the record, I'll rephrase whatever I have said because you are cute, not hot. Okay? Okay.

Fcking tired nowadays. I have totally no energy for anything related to studying omgosh how to score good GPA! Rushing through MOB tutorials for tomorrow. :/

Made more friends with people in French class. ^^V

Got through CYA (I is very the happy yaaaay lol) with Candy (Empire) YAY we can go to camp together again! :D

Donating blood on Friday people come and join me!

Jamming rooms at Moberly still out of order ahhhhhh went to Jurong East studio but closed downed and the one at Clarke Quay only opens at 3. Sian toot. Will jam soon when Moberly opens. Nothing can beat the studios there! We ended up back in school watching Little Britain and playing acoustic behind Moberly.

I'll give you a gist of what I'm doing everyday.

Monday - School from 8am-4pm, which afterwards I would probably drop by Sports Club

Tuesday - School from 8am-5pm, which afterwards I have French from 5.30pm-7.30pm

Wednesday - School from 8am-12pm, which afterwards I shall jam/relax/go home to sleep lol

Thursday - School from 1pm-6pm, which before I will meet up with classmates to do homework/have lunch and go home after class because I end late!

Friday - School from 12-5pm, which afterwards I'm probably gonna do my CYA duty? Well, either that or monday.

Saturday - Boyfriend day! ^^V

Sunday - Family day! After drum class, that is.

I am packed packed packed. My bill is going to explode lol being class rep very leceh sms so many peopleeeeeeeeeeee 20 at a time! I'll find alternative methods. Haha!

Cousins coming over on Saturday for Mother's Day celebration hoooooray!

My smosh hoodie has arrived I am very happy, I shall wear it tomorrow. :o

I don't post as frequently as I have been. Lalalalaala, I will, soon enough.

I want to sleep, wake up early and do MOB. I love you people, seeeeee youuuuu soon ya'll!

2008-05-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ^^V

Yes, it is THE Calvin I have been swooning over for the last x months. Yeah, I ain't lying. It's Calvin with a C who's tagging my tagboard alaalalal. Whoooooooo!

For the record, he is 18 omgwtfbbqhahahahaididntknoooooow.

Iron Man was magnificent. Robert Downey Jr. is fcking hot for a 43 year-old man. Guys do get better with age! Look at Hugh Hefner lol I am just joking laaaaaa.

Changi Youth interview was real good too. I had to talk about a difficult situation I had come across from my experience n SC and lol I talked about helping old uncles and aunties that could only speak chinese during a National Day Dinner lol?

Drum class is getting much more fun, evidently from the initiative that I have erm, initiated? I made friends with Alex (what a monkey! SUN WUKONG lololol okay la don't be saded) and he made friends with Calvin (I didn't want to because he's too cool for school).

Alex caught up with Calvin after class to ask his for his email (for me yes I am shameful) and the three of us went to grab a bite at LJS. Calvin prooooooobably got the shock of his life Sunday when he found out I was a foul-mouthed girl and Alex was well, nuts.

Calvin is cool man, cool as a cucumber. We talked last night and I made a mistake of introducing him to my blog which led to him discovering embarrassing posts about him and what I notice during class I am embarrassed enough omg I am not a stalker I just notice what you do okay please. ^^V

He's supposed to make friends with one of the girls next and owes me a lunch because he scares the shit out of me at night. Haha!

I paid an impromptu visit to the boyfriend's place today to cheer him up when I heard him not being himself over the phone. We talked and I brought him his favourite dark chocolate yumyumyummy dark chocolate. He made my day too by cracking up lame jokes that only the two of us could've understood. You're a silly backside and you're my silly backside!

Oh gosh why does it sound wrong.

He forgot to send in his confirmation for the zoo thing andandand I had to pang-seh (with her permission of course Fiona I love you good for you to be dating again must intro okay!) Fweeeeona because I'd have given up the only day I could have spent with Xiang my lovely dumpling.

I will still bring you to E! Hub okay kawan!

I can't wait for wednesday ohmygosh I haven't even memorised all the songs yet. Paramore, Fall Out Boy, Boys Like Girls, B182, 3 Doors Down, Switchfoot. I've got A LOT of work to do tomorrow ahaha!

I have just bought a smosh hoodie and a quirky scarf please come tomorrow!

EC CA1 tomorrow ah fckkkkkkkkkkk. It's okay. It will all be over in 15 minutes. Ahhhhhh.

2008-05-01T11:26:00.004+08:00

555th post! Hooray!

Labour Day today and I have decided to stay at home to sleep, do homework and simply not go out. I've been going out too much lately, wallet's getting low on cash and so am I on energy.

School's been good to me. (: Homework's been okay, not too overwhelming. I've got ITAB, EC and Econs work to finish by tomorrow.

The class has already gone through considerable highs and lows, taking into the fact that we've only known each other for less than a month. Some pasts have come back to haunt but we're all fine, poly life is probably a chance to turn over of a new leaf for everybody (hopefully).

I love to make friends haha almost everywhere I go I wave hi to somebody I am not lying! ^^V

So far, I've only joined Sports Club. They invited me to go for the sub-comm interview but ehh, I didn't go. Sorry Steven! You still my kawan right!

Anyway, tried out for Changi Youth Ambassadors and hopefully me ushering VIPs before gives me a heads-up? Hopefully, hopefully, we'll know by today. Shared jokes (you know the kinds Christopher tells) with Joel's/Candy's friends lol I am very funny while waiting for our turn to get interviewed. We've got friends (not left), right, front, back!

I am going to donate my blood at the Blood Drive in school that's gonna happen next week at T16. People, donate your blood to help someone's life! :D

Smuggled an illegal immigrant into SP yesterday to show him around the school. Haha, cute! Xiang wanted to watch Iron Man after we left SP at about 7+pm but the timings last night was a little too late for us. So, we promised to watch it tomorrow at Cathay Cine. (: After eating dinner, he sent me home and we knocked off to bed once he reached home and called me to say goodnight. I love you. (:

I wanted to book the rooms to jam next week but guess what, they're out of order until further notice. D: I am sad but it's okay there's still 3 more years for us to jam!

Christopher wanted to makan at Han River but next time!

Will blog more later. I am super tired! I just woke up and felt like blogging. Ahhhhh, today is another hothot day. It's okay, we'll make it through!

Okay, I shall now grab something to eat my stomach is growling! Which reminds me that Alex owes me a can of Pringles (I am greedy) hahaha your sister's fault leh!

I am lazy to bold, highlight, colour anything right now so I'm sorry if it's a boring post! Do you still have love for me after the last post? I hope you do because it's gonna take some for this one.

Peace!

2008-04-29T21:52:00.003+08:00

This is Shazlin. It's 9.53pm.

And Fall Out Boy has just released their new music video for their cover of Michael Jackson's Beat It.

So fcking good omgosh.

Tell me you love me for posting this. Oh yes you do!

2008-04-29T00:30:00.005+08:00

Saturday

Watched Forbidden Kingdom with the boyf,

after he picked me up from my place,

ate lunch at the new E! Hub,

numflipflops are open with all the heavenly havaianas you can think of,

went fishing at Pasir Ris Park,

thus I had to wear his clothes (lol very cute!),

saw Rizwan,

got yoghurt at the Yoghurt Place,

took the bus home with the boyf,

he went for class and I went home.

great day with my lovable boyfrieeeeeeeeeeend. :D

I love youyouyouyou. (:

Sunday

Drum classssssss,

invited Alex to the Sentosa outing (he went yay!),

met up with people at Vivocity,

headed to Sentosa,

fun (but fcking hot I thought I got burnt but hell I is malay so...?) day,

ate chicken rice at The Chicken Rice Shop,

found out Joel is year 1 ahahahahaha!

Nothing interesting today lalalala. Alex taught some of us how to use the ZBrush and he did mine :D no, he helped me! :D:D:D

Freshmen!

Joel = Extra!

I've got tons of pictures but I am fcking sleep, will upload them next time. School is from 8am to 7.30pm today and it's freakin' 12.46am.

Zeeeee brush is zeh zuuuupid.

I wanna reply everyone on the tagboard ahahahaha.

Candy, ahahaha next time we go CANDY Empire okay.

Farhan, go touch your own backside.

Celinemeowmeow, you look like kuching, my sayang, YOU CAN'T FIGHT IT.

Fiona, yes it is open lol but a bit unfinished and next time after we volunteer at zoo I bring you there go eat! I miss you!

Xiang, remember the fish who lived after all his guts were take out! Haha, you very cute I love you my fisherman!

DBA13's Most Yandao, Chung Puo you think you very funny Mr. Ultimate Pron God.

2008-04-25T22:55:00.002+08:00

I just introduced Vincent to Hanesh and I hope we can play together next time at MOBERLY YEAHHHHHH.

We're probably gonna jam again next, next week so we can practice next week so we can sound better maybe play in public? Okay, the idea's too far off but I can dream!

Okay.

I met up with the boyfriend over at Tampines and we went to eat at Yoshinoyayayayayaya to makan dinner. Trained down to Pasir Ris, bought mango yoghurt ice-cream yumyum and went over to his place.

Learned how to play the guitar and I now have free guitar lessons every Friday! I am somewhat happy that the tips of my fingers are hurting from pressing the strings of the guitar too hard. :D

We did some songs and listened to many others haha. Your room smells VERY MANLY HOR. Okay, don't disturb you already ILY!

He has FOUR (?!) guitars in his room now COOL HUH yeah I know, my boyfriend leh. ^^V

I went off at about 9.45pm and here I am lalalala. Xiang's playing his P(ang)S(ai)3 and I'm listening to songs on zee computerrrrrrrr.

People have been asking me if I was going to Lollipop omg I am not a clubber who only drinks Coca-Cola because I am below 18 and I don't grind?! Anyway, I prefer live music man, tight bands in small pubs kind of thing.

I am going to see my boyfriend tomorrow yes I am happy. We're gonna watch Forbidden Kingdom at the Cathay cinema at Downtown East. 1 minute walk from his place LOL pwnage man.

Okeh I am very tired I shall go to sleep now.

I am happy. Life is swell. (: